Helpless

There are many times I feel that I am in this world to fulfill a greater good; to serve humanity and change what is wrong. Though this urge is burning within me I cannot. I am not privileged. How do I serve humanity without foregoing my own priorities? If I am able I would teach and educate the children of today, because they are our future. But I am unable. I am weak. I cannot be weak..

Balance

Why is it that people feel? We've strive countless times to uncover this mystery, but time and time and we fail. We fail to answer this simple yet complex question. Unfortunately for us we will never know. This is what separates us from machines. This is what defines us as human. This is what we call life. We are given the chance to feel, are we blessed? or are we cursed, punished by god in a mortal prison? Emotion is known to cloud judgment. Clouded judgment leads to irrational decisions. Irrational decisions comes with consequences. Consequence is failure.

If we live our lives based on our immediate emotions the life we live are doomed to failure. Yet a life which lacks feelings leaves us in a dry Vulcan-istic way of life. Though it may seem there is only negativity resulting from both extremities, only we can save ourselves.

Balance is the key.

Procrastination

What is one thing I enjoy doing and is also the easiest to do? That's right! Procrastination. I am supposed to be studying for a mid term this coming Monday, boy, have I been lazy. I would study and take a break alternating times and some how managed to squeeze in a 1 hour nap. During one of my many breaks, I discovered that my puppy has flea bites. Beginning extermination process. It is 9:37pm contemplating whether I should go out or not.. -=T

Another Night

Yet another night enjoying the THC effects in my body. Boy, have I been in a marathon lately. I've just read an article about THC hindering the short term memory. Bad timing I'd would say, considering an exam is to be taking on Monday, Aug 3rd, 2009. I sure need to pick up my grades for this class. Hopefully crunch time on Sunday will do the trick.